I hope the war doesn't last for long

I sit here now, thinking of tomorrow,
The enemies I will kill that I do not hate.
Trapped in a dome of evilness
That will lead me down to Hell.
Bombs and guns, the sight of people dying.
I hope the war doesn't last for long.

When I go to war I will be worried about my family,
The fear of them knowing i might never come back.
I am full of happiness and despair
Although I will need to be courageous and brave
As i do my duty and fight for my country.
I hope the war doesn't last for long.

As i sit here, I think of pain and terrifying death
If I die then I want you to remember me as a caring; not hating person
The pain and hatred
Is causing my good memories to fade.
So if i die remember me,
Not as a soldier, but what i used to be.
I pray for it all to end today